There's always that temptation. To break free, do whatever you want without the concern of others, whatsoever. Many a time I just want to shout out loud. My brain screaming for freedom.
Because we are taught to follow the norm, to survive, to avoid unnecessary attention.
Well, for me at least. I followed the rules... until someone taught me that it is okey to be cry. It is okey to feel sad. You don't have to act like you're perfect.
Breakfree
All of a sudden, you let emotions take over. You loose that calm self of yours, and let your mood decide everything. For one, it is fine to live that way, as long as the people around you can take you. But after awhile, you find that something is odd. What happened to that independent being? What happened to that strong will?
Too dependent
I couldn't live like that forever. I was loosing control over myself. Contradicting. I didn't know what I want. But I know I do not want to continue. Why continue if I do not see a future? Then why did you start it in the first place? Mistake. Was it a mistake? I'll be my own judge.
Sorry
There's always that temptation. To break free, to cut yourself open, and let your sorrows run like a stream, without the concern of others, whatsoever. Many a time I just let myself go. My brain screaming otherwise.
"You promised"
Only now, after it has all ended, I am keeping that promise. I appreciate.
